Spending time with your love one is one thing I enjoy doing at the moment. Be it staying at home watch the TV together or going out for some window shopping or to the movies, it's one of the most comfortable thing I find I love doing.

Boring it may sound. But what can be the most enjoyable thing you can do other than hanging out with your other half?

Honestly, I haven't been going to any night spot for weeks now, just some occassional chill-out with friends for a couple of drinks and pool.....

Now... I really feel like playing pool! Where's the old Evelyn? *hmm*




I never have the habit to open my mails when it reached home, placed nicely on my table. I'll just let them pile up until it gets really messy in my room BUT still, I don't open them! I'll put them nicely into a paper bag together! *grinz*

I spent my afternoon, today, juggling between work and.... sorting out my mails! I carried the large paper bag into the office and my colleagues went "Wah! So many letters huh? Fan mails is it?" *haha* How I wish!

But I think seriously it's time for me to open up the mails and sort them out. I need to go through my bills and make payment soon. I am 25 already, turning 26 and I honestly need to start to plan my finances already! Though I've never start on any savings before, I think it's still not to late right?

Thanks to Lois P. Frankel from Nice Girls Don't Get Rich. I've come to realise a lot of mistakes I've done that contributed to the present poor me. :(

Nevetheless, it's still a good chance and a great start, eh? I just don't want to be a slave to money and be freed from financial woes! So.... note to girl friends: Don't bring me out for shopping sprees for this period of time. Don't tempt me! Cos I don't how many more pairs of shoes I'll get!

And at least for now, I'm satisfied enough to make the first move to plan. I don't know how long or far I can go but I shall work hard on it!

Good luck to myself.




I was dressed in my work blazer today and I happily walked to the carpark to kick-start my car's engine. Damn! The battery died on me! I had no cash with me, I feel hot in the jacket and I'm not in the office yet! The worst thing is I'm only left with the afternoon to clear my work!

When I happily got my new lappy, I realised the screen is smaller, the keyboard is different and the system is running only 1.66Ghz! Though the appearance of this new SONY VAIO is much prettier (in pink) and it has the latest Windows Vista Home Premium and Microsoft Office 2007 loaded, I somehow miss the old one... (I've been using that for a year.) What makes things worst, my aunt got a new notebook for herself too and... it comes with a built in webcam with 2.0Ghz processor! ARGH~! I'm jealous! When I saw the new notebook, I was fretting about how to get rid of my old one. Now, I've gotta surrender it to my cousin. I will sure miss it.

Things have not been going right recently.

I want changes!!!




I am in such dilemma for the past one week for the things that have happened. And.... I've just spent half a thousand on my facial products and now I'm gonna burn a enormous hole in my pocket!

I had to surrender the current notebook I've been using for the past year to a new one. And what's worse is I have no preference for windows-based platforms! I've been eyeing on the MacBook Pro for at least 3 years now but its not something that is within my budget and especially me being a basic user - I use my notebook to check emails, surf, blog, MSN, check for updates and information, store my pictures from my digital camera and update my iPod.

It was such miracle that I started to take notice of one windows-based notebook - it's the SONY VAIO C25! In PINK! And baby's so sweet to call to make reservation for the last piece at the store for me which will await for my purchase this Saturday! Hopefully, that last unit will be there on Saturday. *cross my fingers*

Isn't it pretty?

Also, I'm still deciding on which digicam to get. *Sigh* I've lost my most precious PANASONIC LUMIX FX8 which I scrimped and saved for the very first time to buy something I really wanted. Everyone knows how much I so loved that camera and how much it meant to me... Now, I'm hoping to be the new owner of the new SONY CYBERSHOT T20 or FUJIFILM Z5 soon!

They are both pretty. I seriously can't decide on one.



Now you know why I say I am a SLAVE to I.T.?



And... I don't know why I'm so into PINK now. *hmmm*




It was my first time after staying here for 13 months to walk the park downstairs. I ran out of ciggies for my congested brain so I decided to change and get my lazy self down to the minimart downstairs. Who wouldn't do the same for a chain-smoker like me? Many things have been weighing on my mind these couple of weeks that my face even showed signs of the stress! The acne is popping out again... ARGH~~!

Something has happened recently, I feel I'm back to 2005 when my life came crashing down after my breakup with (you know who) where I've to decide where to move to, how to move on.

Have you ever let your loved one disappoint you before? Time and again? Despite the many chances you have given, the effort you have put in to make sure he/she doesn't choose to lead the wrong path? Well, it just happened to me and I don't understand why. I've tried to get that someone to open up and feel comfortable about sharing his problems but everything seems to fail. Although words came out from between my lips comes out like needles or bullets from a machine gun everytime things happened, my heart is like a soft sponge. It pains me to see him go the wrong way again. But things can't be reversal after the many things that had been done. I've got frustrated, worried, upset but things can't and will never be the same as before. He has chosen his life path and we can only wish him well.


Apart from the b**ches and politics in office that I've tried my best not to get involved (but I don't know why I just can't escape and fend myself from), work is still okay. Though there has been a lot to do, I'm seriously thinking of how to improve. And I've been punctual at work for the past 2 - 3 weeks! It's something I'm really proud of which I don't practise for the last 5 years in this company. *heh*

My tear bud's dried up for ages and I have no outlet to vent my frustrations. And to add on to this emotional imbalance, I'm on 2 months of medication which I seriously believe is part of the cause of my current state of mind! But my poor baby stood by my nonsense and intolerable sh*t. I'm so glad to have him by me and walk this period with me. Thank you, baby! *huggz*




Sundays are the most rejuvenating day of the week. Apart from weekdays at work, occassional parties on Fridays and Saturdays, Sundays are the days I can find time for myself!

I love pampering myself on Sundays...I love to be pampered with DIYs hair masks, wax, body scrubs in days like this. Oohh! I am so into body scrubs now I feel I like a bathtub in the house! After feeling clean and fresh with the fragrant after-bath, settling myself on the red couch I have in the living room, my hands are on my notebook surfing, blogging, msn-ing, round up with my favourite English Breakfast Tea.

What is the best thing that can happen when you are down with flu? Yes, I am sick now... To me, it's when your loved one is with you, pour you a cup of water and make sure you eat the medicines. It is when he coo-ed you to sleep and watch faithfully beside while you are in slumber. Well, it happened to me! He stays vigilantly with me to keep me accompany. I'm glad I have you, Baby!

And lastly, what is the best thing you can do with blogging? Other than the usual postings of your thoughts and daily happenings, you can erase whatever unhappiness that have happened before! I have been blogging for 3 years now and you see this is a new post!

I'm so looking forward to a new life with new changes!

XOXO